Early Stage..

Its really hot weather in here.. at my dear hub hometown..
From the 1st day I got a really bad headache..
continue until today's date..day 6
damn its really pain inside.. T.T
cannot even sneeze or cough..
It make my headache more worst..
crying at every single night.. cannot tahan this headache..
saaaakiiit ya Allah..

Me really dah tak tahan and finally my dear hub bring me to the clinic..
met with doctor..
and finally wut I dont want to hear real happen..
Even it is not as bad as other disease..
But I know, who ever have this.. will really suffer when it  comes..

Yes.. Doc said.. I got migrain in early stage..
If at early stage I can feel the real damn pain,
fuhhh what happen to the severe migrain eh..
Ya Allah..
Doc cakap, me kena avoid dari stress, dont skip my meals and jugak jangan main panas..
Wah.. jadik puteri lilin la lepas nih..

Mode sekarang, looking for perawatan secara semulajadi..
may be dengan cara pemakanan boleh kurangkannya.. Insyaallah..
and jugak must try to avoid from ape yg doc advise tuh..
Since I have a hard task at work,
"PJJ" with dear hub and also semester dah start..
A full pack of schedule started already..assignment is waiting!!!!!
Oh Migrain.. Please be good..
InsyaAllah harap2 dah balik Penang, everythings gonna b ok..

LIVE : Kau Pergi Jua..

Currently at my hometown..

Urgently balik kampung semalam after received a called
 that my FIL was not in a good condition..

Tujuan urgently back to hometown sbb nak visit him..

but on our way another two hour to reached..

we received a called from SIL that.. he already passed away..

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku.. Kau ampunkanlah dosa-dosa my FIL..

Tempatkanlah diriNya di kalangan orang yang kau sayangi dan cintai..

Kuatkanlah hati dan semangat kami yang masih hidup ini..

Yang masih belum bersedia untuk kehilangannya.. 

Toilet Train..

Hari nih me cuti coz si Along Eric tak sihat.. tetiba ajer dia demam.. dah dari semalam lagi nyer monyok ajer.. rindukan papanyer lah tu kot.. dah jadik kebiasaan bebudak nih dari kecik lagi, diorang lagi nak kan papa diorang time2 dorang tak sihat nih.. papa tak der sayang.. but dah OTW balik, pepetang nanti papa sampai ek sayang.. then another 36 hours kena tinggal lagik!!! uhuk uhuk..

Me amik kesempatan cutik jaga along hari nih to toilet train si Adik..me rasa today me dah ready mentally and physically to train her..summore wut ever it is memang nak kena train sebab tahun depan dah nak pegi Smart Reader..asal niatnye nak hantar this year..tapi she still setia dengan pamperz nyer.. dah tencin or uk uk dulu baru dihabaq nyer.. dah rugi satu tahun.. :-(

Yeah as mama yang bekerjaya and jugak bergelar student..its not that easy..tinggal pulak dengan baby sitter..i think its not fair to let baby sitter to train her.. thats y i really need to ready mentally and physically to train her.. hanya orang yang sit together in my shoe will understand what i mean with that.. 

So, as day 1.. so far berjalan dengan lancar.. even I knew that si gegurl nih more take serious if the explaination came from her papa.. but no harm to try it out.. pepagi mandikan dia.. and explain.. 

Mama : "today.. no pampez.. adik pakai seluar ajer.. let mama know kalau nak tencin.. tak pun, adik bukak seluar and terus pegi toilet and tencin.. got it? adik faham tak..?"

Adik : " okey mama.." hangguk2.. sengih2..

Funny part is.. every hour she bukak seluar and go to toilet.. bila tanya adik buat ape? Tencin kate nyer.. gulpp..errr... mama salah explain ker tadi eh? or she amik kesempatan nak main air kat toilet.. errrrm mama kompius.. hahahahaha..

After 5 hours..

Mama : "adik.. adik nak tencin tak.. ?"

Adik : "isying yah mama.. atek nak ace uku ni.." (bisinglah mama, adik nak baca buku ni..)

Phiewwww... sweat.. amboi ko adik.. eksyen ek ngan mama.. huhuhu..

Alhamdulillah.. so far berjalan lancar.. and 2 more days to go.. before mama start work again.. hopefully berjaya.. mesti berjaya.. InsyaAllah.. ;-)

Duhai Hati..

jiwa kacau..

posa tapi dalam opis bau makanan menusuk kalbu..

boleh gitu ? kah kah kah..

sabor jer laaa..

SuperMama is back!!

Selamat Monday untuk uols yang sudi singgah..
BerMonday blueskah anda?
Owh this week me tak sempat feel the blues..
Got a few urgent task that waiting for me..berlegar-legar sejak semalam..

This a few month.. its quite a hectic life I have..
Sejak dua menjak my dear hub asyik duk outstation jer..
Come back to Penang on the Saturday
and move back to his work place on Sunday..
Sampai bilakah? *Jungkit bahu*..no idea..
Maybe another few month or another years.. =_="
Relocate? Shifted follow him?
Dont think so.. Its just temporarily.. He just went there for his work..
So kita tak payah la bersusah payah hingga nak ber relocate bagai..
We have our own home here.. We have daily routine..So just let it be..
We dont need to rush. If something bound to happen, it will happen.
In the right time, right person and the best reason. So follow the flow.. ;)

With the class already started, an assignment waiting...Haiiyark..
Bila nak start buat pun tak tau..
Kena prepare lebih awal since this time its quite harder..

And a very tough task I have at office..
be in my department u kena la sangat kuat..
mentally and physically..huhuhuhu..kalau tak, balik awal..bak kata si JKKK..
HR bukan sebarang HR yer anak-anak..
HR with handling issue all over the world of my company..
so, dah sah-sah laa cuti pun anda nak kena plan awal2..hahahaha..
cuti pun susah ok..sabor jer laa..

Jiwa kenalah sangat kental bersama dengan dua orang budak kecik
yang sangat active dan kuat berjaga malam ni..
But dua orang budak kecik ni la penguat semangat me bila papanya tak ada..
Even its been a very hectic life.. Kebizian berganda-ganda..
Alhamdulillah me still can handle this... always remember..
GOD only give HIS hard battles to HIS toughest soldier..


 

Mengapa Saya Tak Sambut??

Click on the video "Haram Sambut Hari Ibu"

This the the reason why am not celebrating the day..
Even ramai yang cuba pertikai and give their own thought or opinion bout this.......
Wut ever it is, am stick to my rulez..  ;)

A Week Mind Therapist at Malacca

Just about to sharing-sharing picas ajer here..

I dont have an idea what to story mory here about my vacation to Melaka..

sebab kalau cerita nanti maulah berjela-jela peginya..

Just tengok-tengok gambar dah la yer.. 

Its actually not much activities sangat.. v'ol just pegi a few places ajer..

Almaklumlah main ngn anak2 kecik nih kan, terhad la sikit..

Ramai sangat la ya Allah orangnyer.. macam kita nih plak yang foreignernyer..

not in the mood to bebel since si gegurl dah bangun balik dari tido sharp at 1030..

entah kul berapa la pulak tu nanti dia kan lena.. esok dah kerja.. =_="

Well lets move on.. mai layan picas nokss.. 

At Tasek Ayer Keroh..

Bersebelahan dengan Zoo Melaka..

Cancel masuk Zoo sebab binatang cuti kan 1 Mei.. wahahaha..

(padahal dah malas nak menjelajah)

At Tasek Ayer Keroh.. Mama and gegurl..

At Tasek Ayer Keroh.. Along and Gegurl..

Tengok sat si gegurl duk usahakan apa kat life jacket dia.. 

Maklumla kat rumah nye tak ade.. yang ade pelampung jacket jer..hahaha..
Along ni kan liar betul la ko kan kalau nak snap pic

At Tasek Ayer Keroh.. Papa and Gegurl..

Ramai yang cakap hub macam artis..hahaha..

Retis pun retis laa sayang.. 

At Tasek Ayer Keroh.. 

At Tasek Ayer Keroh.. 

Restoren Pak Putra, midtown Melaka..

Very2 nice Cheese Nan and Tandoori Chicken..

Recommended.. Papa membayar "utang" nyer..

dah janji kalau mai Melaka nak bawak makan tandoori kat sini..

since dia hari2 makan this at Melaka sana.. nice.. thank u papa..

Little India Melaka..

Sini tak singgah.. Me lalu ajer.. Uol tengok..

Fulhouse.. tak kuasa nak redah dengan bebudak kecik..

Lemas anak-anak me nanti.. 

Naik beca yaey.. RM20 worth it.. 

dari nak berjalan.. keliling area2 cantik dan bersejarah sana..

pokcik nih pun guide ler sesikit ape yang ade.. 

boleh laa lain kali datang lagi.. singgah semua.. 

fuhh macam berpesta depa nih hari tuh..

dengan tourist nye ramai.. 

setiap beca dihias macam2 dengan yg berspeaker bagai lagi..

seronok pulak tengok depa.. 

At A Famosa Melaka..

Gegurl said I reached here.. 

Nanti sayang besar sikit kita mai lagi yer sayang..

At A Famosa..

Along dah tak larat..dah nak start buat perangai.. 

At Tasek Ayer Keroh, Melaka..

Tunggu turn kami..

At Tasek Ayer Keroh, Melaka..

Gegurl last pose untuk episod entry mama kali nih.. 

Sorry guys picas tak disusun bebetul..

Malas nak mengexplore new layout blogger nih..
Berakhirlah episod seminggu di Melaka..
I really-really had myself relaxed.. Alhamdulillah..

Jom nak g giat si gegurl nih tido balik.. 

Berjayakah? Jeng Jeng Jeng.. 

Alahaaaaaiii esok dah keje tolong lah sayang.. 

Collecting the collectionz..

A week bercuti sakan di Melaka.. its like heaven okey.. beristerirehat sajer di homestay..sangat syiok sehinggakan terlintas satu perasaan halus untuk stay sebegitu..ahaksss..tetapi terpaksa rushing balik Penang untuk satu urusan collecting..

kalau tak diambik nanti didendanya pulak.. even though just a hundred jer.. tak kuasa eh nak membayar.. mahal okeh bagi me.. baik me guna duit hundred tuh berbelanja budak-budak lagi worth it kan.. so, rushing la balik ke Penang on Saturday, was actually plan on hari ni Sunday..

nasib tak stick on the first plan balik on Sunday and trus singgah buat collecting.. sekali yesterday dah terkenyang makan buah langsat dah.. sesat terus masuk KL.. teralit bersembang dengan my dear hub, terus tersalah masuk exit terus ke KL.. best jugak kan kan jalan-jalan ker KL.. hahahahaha..

Mengcollect ape sampai berdenda-denda bagai nih? Ni haaa... modul for the next sem ko.. tak collect nanti nak di denda nye seratus ko.. Pastu nanti ko punyer modul just boleh dapat on the 2nd tutoral only.. gile bapak punyer lama kan.. so, redah laa ngambik nyer.. ikut atik malas jer nak turun seberang sana hari ni.. letih tak abis lagi..

Nah.. inilah dia hasil tuaian hari nih.. tak der la panjang sangat Q nyer bagai dikata.. so-so jerla.. tak menunggu lelama sangat laa.. smooth jer.. maybe la awal lagi.. rugi plak tak bawak si gegurl sekali.. niat nyer nak bawak.. kesian plak nak tinggal kat bb sitter hari2 cuti nih.. kalau tak boleh join mama and kawan-kawan Uni tadi..

Since dah kena tinggal kat rumah bb sitter.. and papa pun dah balik Melaka balik sambung urusan kerja dia.. had something for her la untuk habuan or kata lain rasuah aaa.. hahahah.. supaya tak di tanya banyak2 soalan ke mana papa dia semua.. susah woo nak menjawab.. silap2 nanti sentap lebih.. tu pun masuk2 jer kereta terus jer tanya mana papa dia.. hurm ape la gegurl oooii..

Hurm.. wut ever.. for the new semester.. Modul baru semangat pun baru.. Semoga semester nih lebih baik.. and kurang kelam kabut nyer.. Caiyok caiyok.. Semangat.... Pray for me guys.. :-)

Membaca Bridge Ilmu

hamboi hamboi budak kecik nih..
ralit ngat aih, tengok ape tuh sayang..
tu la dia si gegurl sangat lah minat dgn buku-bukuan..
sampai kan dia punya besday gift pun..
mama and papa suruh pilih sendiri..
dalam banyak-banyak buku jugak yang dia pilih..
dah tunjuk memacam dah.. nak jugak dengan buku..
maybe minat dengan colours yg attractive tu kot..
"save la papa and mama awak..ahakss" hahahahaaha..

snap picas on the way pegi ukur jalan kat Melaka..
sesambil meralit kan diri duk dengar arahan si awek GPS tuh..
dia plak meralit duk tengok buku2 kat belakang..
semua buku pun dia minat colours or black and white..
modul Uni mama dia pun bleh jadi bahan kalau dibiarkan si kecik nih..
bb sitter pun ade cakap she very behave when play with books..
not like others. even dia paling nakal, but with books dia tak buat lelebih kurang..

Alhamdulillah..its like a good sign..
semoga sampai ke besar lah yer sayang minat kat buku-buku nih..
harap nanti dah sekolah tak de lah nak kena paksa membaca plak kan..

Coz I'm Your Momma!!

Jangan cakap banyak.. 

Jangan nak mempertikai dan mempersoal.. 

Coz I'm your momma!!

Tapi.. Itu dulu..sekarang budak-budak dah lain..

dah cerdik dah pandai..

cara mendidik pun mak pak kena lah jugak pepandai..

kena ada cara..
macam mana caranya? pastinya semua orang kan ada cara tersendiri

yang penting biar anak-anak kita jadi orang yang berguna..
jadi orang jangan jadi makhluk jadian..

Peace of Mind

Alhamdulillah..heavennyer rasa boleh duduk macam ni..

hari-hari gini pun tak apa... ;-)

Relaks sepanjang masa.. tanpa perlu memikirkan beban kerja me tu..

Sedih!! Nak cuti pun susah.. cuti dah approve pun, nak boleh betul2 cuti pun susah.. buat kerja sampai kan tak bernyawa..sebabkan nak cuti punyer pasal.. berpeluh!! kelam kabut giler me on Monday.. time-time macam ni la me rasa cam sakit hati sangat and time macam ni la me rasa cam nak jer me berenti kerja lagi.. walaupun pendapatan nyer boleh la tahan sesekali rasa macam tak bebaloi jer dengan kesibukan me sehari-hari..

Sesekali duduk cam ni.. selalu me terpikirkan alangkah seronotnyer boleh jadi suri rumah sepenuh masa balik kan... hahahahaha.. tapi, mampu ker? huhuhuhu.. verangan jer la lebih.. nanti mau cam orang giler meroyan plak tak bekerja.. me nih bukan boleh pun..

Tapi serius babe.. sangat lah seronot me duk cam nih.. seminggu ok.. tp dah 2 hari abess.. tinggal lagi 5 hari.. wahahaha.. TIME please dont move so fast.. please be good.. so peaceful.. Alhamdulillah..